Heaven.

Where do you go when you go there? You disappear and you always come back, but I miss you when you go. And I get lonely. People see me with you, but they don't see how you've left my presence. Your eyes, glazed. Your jaw, clenched. Your hands, wringing in your lap. Where do you go? Can I come too? Or is it a solitary place. Is it a calming oasis or a blindingly painful place? Can I come either way? You know I'd go to the ends of the earth to fully understand you. Thinking about everything has it's downfalls. You can't change the world, but I can still be the sunlight in your universe. I never thought that for every hour I get with you, I get two without. Though I can't get too upset, you do always come back. Different than before, snapped out of a reverie I don't understand. A place of confinement. Solitary confinement apparently, seeing as how I'm not invited. Is it because you're scared? Do I scare you? Or does me knowing your innermost thoughts scare you. That scares anyone. I told you I'd get used to it though I don't want to get used to it. We are young and wild and free. But let's be those things together. Yes I know it's complicated, but LIFE is complicated. Me and you. We can't be a we if you don't let me in. I can't crack open your skull and get comfy. Walk around and learn the sights. I wish I could.

So you are just going to have to let me in or you will lose me.

Please don't lose me.

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[The Purple Rabbit]

Maybe you should lose me instead?

[Sunshine On My Shoulder]

You're inside. In fact you're locked inside. I'm just in a not to bright place right now. Regardless of where I'm currently at, you'll always be my sunshing .. my only sunshine. You'll make me happy when my skies are grey. You do know dear, just how much I infact do love you. Just please don't let that sunshine fade away from me.