Nightmare.

I gently tossed flower petals for you this evening. Then I realized how terrible it is, to love something that death can take from you in an instant. My worst nightmare continues to come true. With each passing, it creeps closer and closer to my heart. And instantly the physical pain becomes moot. It fades away and all I can feel is this burden inside my heart. Like a cold, wet blanket has been placed over my soul. Maybe in a song, maybe in the wind, maybe in the sunshine, maybe in the rain...you'll be always there. But right now, all I see is a lack of color. You took it all with you when you left.

Here is gone.

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[sphericalcow]

I'm so sorry.

[sphericalcow]

I hope you find some comfort.